It's 12.50 AMMMMMMMM!
And i'm blogging at a late hour !
Blog for 19 june .
I slept at 19 june morning , at 3 am , rose up at 9 AM.
Daddy , mei and i went to fetch gu ma at SGH , she was having a small surgery in the morning .
Thereafter went WOODBRIGDE hospital , institute of mental health .[ sorry , i'm not insane].
My uncle [daddy's brother] .
suffered from worse stage of depression , therefore he was there .
Hospitalized for 2 weeks , finally today he was discharged !
Went block 3 , of woodbridge hospital .
It's my first time to woodbridge .
When i reached 2 level of block 3 , i saw , i said ' wah [in a loud manner].
Their security system was darn efficacious .
When you came out of the lift , you needed to press the door bell.
All the windows was shut with metal wires , like prison!
Those people in woodbridge , wasn't like those in the movies or drama.
Some , they looked like a normal people , some was SCARY !!
There was a malay guy , looked around early 20s , hospitalized there , and he was quite handsome . So wasted ah!
Plus , when we're waiting for the nurse there , settle somethings before discuss with us about my uncle's health , there was a man , around 40 plus , walked to towards my sister , stand beside her ,talking to the wall , keep saying ' what do i did , what do i did '.
At that time , i don't dare to look at his face , scared that , what if suddenly that man come and talk to me or slap my face ..etc..
A few uncles , which i saw them , looking outside , open mouth big big .
From my point of view , they seems that , they want to go outside of woodbridge .
Actually they will quite pity .
A social woker , told us , many suffered from depression , can't take too much stress .
They buried the suffering in the deepest of their heart , all the suffering combined , 10 or 20 years , and the suffering they kept , unexpectly came out , therefore they went mad.
There was a mental prison at woodbridge , at block 7 .
After fetching uncle , went my favourite chinese restaurant ,taka's crystal jade to have a late breakfast .
Subsequently went luan ting's home , slacked a while .
Went westmall to meet the hong kah cliques , watched ' don't mess with the zohan'.
Didn't knew that westmall was check by years , not dates or months.
During dinner , jean , luan ting and i discussed about our lover .
We 3 , was the same , buried my love , hardly chatted about them.
If you really know , very well , you will know , i hardly say about him , when you all chatted about your lovers .
Caused we 3 , knew that , was impossible to be with them .
